i feel as if i need to decide right now what i wish to pursue.
i'm a driven and an impatient person - i can't stand to be in limbo.
i feel torn between passions and combining them would be compromising.
i hate the concept that God will lead me to where i need to be. how lazy? how stupid? to rely on someone who may not exist to take charge of your life. i can't drift any longer and hope to be guided into my niche. i need to take charge of my life, both my successes and my failures will be mine.
& the world’s got me dizzy again
you think after 22 years i’d be used to the spin
& it only feels worse when i stay in one place
so i’m always pacing around or walking away
i keep drinking the ink from my pen
& i’m balancing history books up on my head
but it all boils down to one quotable phrase
if you love something, give it away
- land locked blues;; bright eyes
