you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed

there are so many people walking around like zombies, suffering the loss of Hollie and Laura Ashley. We are broken.

All my love to both families. I can't imagine.

Hollie, you were like a part of my family. Although I would go for stints without seeing you, you were ever present. I'm lucky to have known you. Your toughness and intimidation scared a lot of Rachel friends haha, but you were always there when you were needed. You fiercely protected your little sister Rachel. You loved your family so much. Please know Rachel has a lot of friends who are going to see her through this.

Listening to your unedited music at the visitation, I couldn't help but smile. It was fitting, you wouldn't have cared about our stuffy clothes or the solemn occasion, you would have said anything you felt like saying. I love you for that. The music illuminated your eternal youth and immortal personality.


gonna stay eighteen forever, so we can stay like this forever