Sunday, February 3, 2008

california

as usual, i'm facing a miserable low after the greatest high i have ever experienced. i feel like i'm being ridiculus, and i probably am, but i just can't stand it. the four months leading up to january 26th were amazing. i've met so many people i will never forget and i learned more than i ever expected. it was always in the back of my mind that it would have to end somewhere - i just didn't know it would be so sudden. something that big would deserve a greater send off in my mind...

although i guess it was the greatest send off imaginable. we won. all of our hard work paid off, as we knew it would. the sleepless nights, hours of phonebanking, days of volunteer training all culminating in one amazing night. the victory speech will always stand out as a singular moment in my mind - all those people celebrating the same thing, tied together by just one thing - their desire for change.

and i know this experience has changed my life forever. no longer to i want to compromise my ambitions - i know what i will do and i know it will be more fullfilling than anything i could have dreamed of doing before. i've discovered i'm happiest working as many hours as possible for something i'm passionate about.

i'm so afraid that i won't be able to rally SFBO and it will fall apart just because the primaries here are over. there's still so much we can do. i know that i can keep us together though, if i invest my all energy into it. i felt lost when betsy left - she has had such a heavy hand in my small group. now i know this is about what we can do, betsy was a huge asset, but it was not her group. it ours. Lexington High School's. we will continue the group and we will be ready when obama gets the nomination and his organizers return to SC. we'll be here waiting.

as much as i miss all the people that left, it keeps me sane to know that they are going to get others FIRED UP and that they will be back soon. i can't wait until that day.



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you know just the right thing to say when the
distance rips us farther and farther and farther away
i'll see you soon, if you're coming back this way again.
come back from California,
all of us here in Florida are starved for your attention.
-california;; copeland

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